It was suggested that I write a post about the musical
influences behind my new book, She Is Not Invisible, and this is a great
suggestion, not only because I love music, but also because every book I’ve
written has had music either hidden in it or proudly displayed in it. In my
eleventh novel, White Crow, for example, I was even able to create a Spotify
playlist of the songs that meant everything to Ferelith,
the book’s anti-heroine.
But music doesn’t feature in She Is Not Invisible. Neither
does sight. That’s because the heroine of the story is a 16-year-old blind
girl, called Laureth.
There’s always a sense, when you’re writing a book, that
you’re not doing it properly. One of my big hang ups is the sense that I am not
describing new characters, places or scenes in general ‘fully’. It’s a kind of
tyranny that we’re supposed to work to, to bring a scene ‘to life’ by our
accurate description of what the characters are seeing.
Since Laureth has been blind since birth, this question
simply never arose in She Is not Invisible. The whole book has to let the sense of sight go completely unused; and
here’s the thing I found interesting: only when it was done did I realise that
far from finding that limiting, I actually found it liberating. What a joy, for
once, to be free to not talk about vision, and maybe dwell on other senses a
bit more instead, sense like hearing.
And talking
of hearing, music did inspire the book, though indirectly. I had been
struggling to write anything for a couple of years; I simply did not know what
to do any more, never mind how to do it, and during that time, I read a lot
about creativity, and inspiration. I scared myself by reading about composers
like Rossini who composed very little for the last thirty years of his life or
Sibelius, who composed nothing for the last forty years of his. And then one
day I was you tubing and came across this video of an interview and recording
session by one of my favourite bands; The Mars Volta. I like this interview for
two reasons, first because Cedric is so honest about having a really hard time
trying to work out how to sing the song Cotopaxi (which to be fair, is in a really odd time
signature), but most of all I like it for Omar describing what it is they do.
They go into a recording studio, and they play. Not play as in ‘play music’,
but play as in ‘have fun’, play as in ‘not work’. That’s the key to creativity and hearing this
was what finally helped me pick up my laptop again, and start writing a new
book, by having fun with writing again.
So this one
is for Cedric and Omar J
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